Table: $50
Key's Autograph: $100
Key's FAIL: Priceless.

this is how i totally loved it!! :) 
enjoy KEY's fail!! :)

omg i must be totally insane to blog TWICE tonight. but i just wanna revive this stuff a little.

i realize just by hoping onto mel's blog how much i've missed in her life. well i guess i was blinded by god-knows-what. i blogged first about my new found love for BEAST, how they so are gonna rock the world in the near future coz they have the power stages and wonderful 6-men spirit. but i'm gonna admit that i'm also slowly forgetting the very thing that led me into kpop.

i just have to admit i'm so careless to let it slip. it crushes my heart every time i see them on allkpop again. coz it seems to me it's gonna be a bad news all over again. i wished everything will just pop and disappear after a night of good sleep. but no. this is reality. things take time to heal. so do relationships.

its the FIVE we're talking about. not two or three that just flashes past like this. i've been so out of touch for these FIVE that i've been forgetting that very thing that made me fall into them. i guess this is my time lag. but truly speaking, mel's blog and whatever she wrote on it reminded me of my passion that i once had. and i'm pretty sure will go on until they step away.

2009 hasn't been good for me. never. it's also never any better for them. they rocked the stage last year. they fell and now still up till now. i guess i was really touched when i saw Cassiopeia: "just as the thousands were shouting for Jaebeom to come back during DREAM CONCERT 2009, there were also thousands of us, who silently ranted DBSK out loud-in our hearts..." yea. media can forget about them when they've disappeared for a long time, but fans won't. and i promise i won't. :) yes i'm a proud CASSIOPEIA cum BIGEAST. :) 

for the many tired of waiting, just listen to their heart-warming songs. u'll find back the very thing that touched you. no matter if this time it meant DBSK or 2PM. never tired of waiting and always keep the faith! :)

BEAST's CEO:

"Wang Biho's statement toward the BEAST members aired recently on KBS 2TV Gag Concert is quite an issue now, huh? Were you all upset? However, it seems like those harsh words acted to prove the reason why our BEAST boys had to stand up again after their failure. Regardless, many emotions intertwined as we saw our fans violently complaining toward this issue. We truly learned that we now have strong support to accompany on our journey ahead.

As the world does not have a forever winner, the world also does not have a forever loser. The members of BEAST had to sweat out the pain received from their failure and worked even harder.

In youth, what could have those tears they shed during their painful pasts meant to the members? The "truth" that states that the world is only for the winners? Is that why these boys are practicing at late night, even today, to become the winners? Their hearts don't just desire to be the winners, but desperately desire to be the best on their music and stages more than anyone else.

Because BEAST has risen again after those downfalls, their pride is unshakable. Now, the members will create explosive synergies to prove that they have what it takes.

I now feel the indescribable energy from the members. The reason oceans never rot is because they always keep the constant 3% ratio of salt. If those painful pasts full of ups and downs don't take the majority of the members' lives, don't you think they are now ready to shake up the world with powerful strikes of waves?

I promise to all of you who wish the best for our BEAST. We will never disappoint anyone and prove the tears we have shed will now work as fertilizers to bring us harvest. Their songs and stages, as if those salty seawater going through changes to rain on the dry earth, we will always work our best to soak ourselves deeply in your heart. "

credits: allkpop

so what if they are rotten apples? their songs are so much better than some of the good and crunchy apples we see in the mart.
If you've seen their sweat and tears, these statments are nothing. I believe they are prepared to stay strong no matter what other comments hurt them once again.
i've called BEAST ONEDAY/BIGBANG rejects before. and i truly regret it now.
they stand smiling broadly on stage now, showing their confidence only after having strive pass these hurtful comments. surely, wang biho's not the first.
B2ST is the BEST so start your heads rolling at the start of Mystery! :)

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i'm suddenly brought back to reminisce the DBSK times. in japan. where their 1st concert only touched the hearts of a few 1000(s). but they've stayed strong as five throughout the period to prove to Asia they can do so much more. this time round. please stay strong as FIVE again. my Christmas wish is to see u FIVE in this year's Gayo Daejun again. is it possible?... ...

Well, i'm almost finishing this book!! :) it's never been the case where i picked up an English book and never wanted to put it down. many times i'll get bored altogether because there's somewhere in this book i call the 'have to get over and done with' part, its the most boring, but u know u can't miss it or not the story would never be as complete as it was meant to be. this book is all about friendships. girl talk here. :)

I've witnessed what i thought strong friendships should have been through this book. it gave me a whole new light into what 'pulling through thick and thin' meant. from the young and naive 14 to the 40s, w only life and death parting to divide them physically, but never mentally. Tully and Kate pulled through all. they may look and act like sun and moon, being completely different from each other, but when it comes to talking things out and having a girls heart-to-heart talk, they'll spill everything out to each other. nothing came in between them-not even boys.

this book reminds me of the friends i had and am still having. they were great buds when it came to sharing our interest together. we could talk non-stop about the things we liked in common. i may not know what she's up to these days, but if i'm willing to find out, she's willing to tell everything to me. i aspire to keep this cherished friendship just like how Kate and Tully had it. until out ripe old age, rocking on the chairs, reminiscing our youthful days...

if u have friends who didn't mind your sinking mouth in the morning, didn't mind how u looked when u're tired, didn't mind if ur singing was horrible, didn't mind if u threw a tantrum on one of your worst days, who didn't mind you keeping quiet for the whole day when u din feel like talking, who didn't mind sharing your greatest joy on earth, by simply hugging you and smiling together until tears welled up, trust me, u've found a friend for life. there are many many more friends do for each other which simply couldn't be jotted down in simple words.

i truly treasure each and everyone i hold dearly to in my heart. u are God's greatest gift to me.